Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Lazzzzy Summer Days...


Hey you guys I have been one lazzzy girl when it comes to doing my blog...LOL..I still haven't figured out the best way to do my pictures on here and I can't seem to get in the mood to try harder...LOL... But, I think it's the heat..It's going to my head...LOL..Oh to be in the rocky mountains right now where it's green, cooler and not HUMID!!!!  When it gets this hot I don't even want to cook, the thought of making my kitchen hot just makes me lose my appetite...On top of everything else I've lost 5 pounds, cuz I don't want to cook...Which I might add is the only good thing of the summer heat...   It got to 104 here on tuesday and I staying indoors all day with my blinds shut...I'd say i'm a little depressed and need to get out of this funk, so I decided to write this blog to kickstart things...LOL...  And I cleaned my house from top to bottom today, and I am promising myself that I WILL NOT stay up late to read a book...which will be very hard to do...  I have insomia, but tonight I plan on going to bed by at least 11 and getting up tomorrow by 7 instead of 10 like I did today....It wasted my whole day....  


I've never been depressed in the summer before, but I think this year I am, so to get my mind of f of it I would like to introduce you to my two beautiful daughters....


This is my oldest Tasha, she will be 20 in september and she is the heart of my heart...Last night she called from church camp (where she is working as counselor this year) and told me that she was sorry for all the things she had done to disappoint  me and that she loved me more than anything...Needless to say, I cried...She has been soul searching for the past 2 years since she graduated high school and hasn't been able to find herself yet...She's a good girl and not wild like so many her age, and for that I am thankful; however, I want her to be happy and she just doesn't seem to be....So I am thrilled!!!!  She's going to OSU this fall and moving out of the nest...OMGOSH...I am so scared for her but at the same time so excited for new life that is fixing to begin....Okay so now I have to move on or I'm going to be a mess...


This is my baby Chelsea or you might call her my wild child...LOL..she's 17 and no she's not wild, she just LOVE'S Life...Next year she will be a senior in high school and we have been looking at colleges for her to go to....What can I say about her, well, she makes my life so much better...She wants somuch out of life, she wants to go places, do things, travel, have a big house, have dogs...I could go on and on, I guess you could say little miss chelsea is ambitious and full of energy...and she is honest to a fault...she will tell you exactly what she thinks...I have always thought she would make a good lawyer or actress...LOL...she tells me that as soon as she's 18 she's moving out and it breaks my heart, but I know she'll be ready...  that's in june of next year, and she already has roommates...

I cannot even think about where the time has gone with my girls. It seems like yesterday that I was carpooling and taking them to this game or that practice..now there all grown up and I guess i'm feeling a little bit blue about it...I just hope that I have given them the right tools to face life head on...I'm always going to think of them as my babies in pigtails...LOL...no matter how old they are...

Okay..sniff sniff sniff...I'm pathetic I know, tomorrow is a new day and I plan on it being a better one than today...

4 comments:

Picket said...

Hey girl...I know what you mean about the heat...it is hot here and the humidity is awful!!! IOt would drive me nuts to have to stay shut up in the house with the blinds closed...You'll get out of the down mode soon...it will pass. Your daughters are beautiful....all five of our babies are grown and gone and yet I still think of them as my babies..always will...thanks so much for coming by girl...I look forward to seeing that beautiful amber oil lamp...have a great week sweetie!

Shelia said...

Hello Beautiful One! Sorry you're so hot! It be hot here too and so humid you could dip it up in a scoop! My hands and feet puff up when I get so hot so I just try to stay indoors. You have two very beautiful daughters and I do understand when they're beginning to get ready to leave the nest it's a little hard on us Moms! But when they do leave God gives us the strength to make it and crying helps too! lol
Be a sweetie and stay cool,
Shelia ;)

Rue said...

Hi Monta :)

They are beautiful, those girls of yours. Did you say OSU as in Ohio State?? We live 30 minutes from here and Rich has a gun if she needs help LOL

Don't be sad! Fall is just around the corner and it'll get here before you know it!!

hugs,
rue

nikkicrumpet said...

Well your girls are gorgeous...I have a 25 & 26 year old girls...and I can agree with you on how time FLIES! It kills me that they are out on their own and soooo far away. But isn't it cool when they realize all the stuff momma did for them and how much we love them! Oh and you can send some heat our way! We've had such a mild summer here in New England that we don't even get any pool days!!!